Lacking of people skill: September 2010

Aside from my lack of social interaction with fellow human, I realized that whenever we did something good or beneficial to individual or society, it was either left unrecognized or people doesn't seem to bother. A quote said that "The problem of punctuality is that nobody is there to appreciate it." I always been punctual, I don't like being late nor do I want people to wait. How could they be okay with being late? I mean we already have the stereotype of "Malay promise" which mean if they say to come at 7.30am, they will get ready to wake up at 7.30am and be there at 8.45am.

I myself have been suffered this social virus a lot. I rarely talk about my achievement because my society believes that it is impolite to talk about your pride too much. People will think that you are too ego. So I keep my decency and people didn't know much about me but they know all my bad (truth or simply made up) even if I didn't show them.

Being in university in my family is a good thing and I rarely talk about it unless I'm with my cousin who shared the same place as they understand how the lives inside that pithole like. Whenever I come to family gathering, I was always mistaken as being in the secondary school or already find a job rather than continue my study.

I did good deed like picking up the rubbish in my best dress and clean the my school area voluntarily and no one seems to bother. I don't mind tough since I do it without actually draw people attention. I also do whatever shit my mom throw at me and she only acknowledge only that time and when I did something wrong, she will remember it most of the time.

That probably why some people rather do bad stuff to bring attention to the individual and good deed left wasted and forgotten in time.

Its official that My Chemical Romance had their fourth album announced, I was only late by 2 or 3 hours when the official release the trailer. Blame me for not waking up early XO

Previously on their First album "I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love" was mostly on the dark side and it didn't make them into the mainstream. I myself find it hard to actually listen the lyrics clearly. Later it was due to Gerard suffered from abscess. The song inside the album not really that despair, one song entitled "Skylines and Turnstiles" was inspired when Gerard witness the 9/11 incident. I thought the concept of the album are mostly vampire theme, it also compromise more classical theme.

The second album brought world attention when "Helena" was released. At the same time they are also labelled as emo and gothic. "Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge" according to frontman Gerard Way, the album uses a metaphorical, fictional horror story, inspired by the band's love for horror movies and comic books, to tell their own feelings about the world and the band. Way says the story tells of a character who was killed by gunfire, and makes a deal with the Devil to see his lover again, but must first bring the "souls of a thousand evil men" to Hell.

With the promising future ahead of My Chemical Romance, their third album "The Black Parade" has taken over many part of the world. The theme are mostly opera and the scene after death. It is also compromised of Gerard story when he saw the parade. However it was criticized as most of the song followed the tuned of old rock band and didn't show their own originality.

After 4 year being accused as promoting suicide, emo label and bad influence, the band finally create their fourth album that was more colourful than their previous album. The trailer has shown the fun, comic, colourful side of the band. It was either bring them a good review, new evolution of music or divide the fans as some fans still prefer their old black, white and red colour.

After 3 album saving many fans, the band are now try showing their fanboy side of comic book to the fans.

I don't mind, I myself are very random person and I glad that MCR finally took some colour but this time they go Punk and kick someone ass to save the world. My thought was that they want to make this album different for their kids, both Gerard and Frank are proud parent for their little girl.

My fantasy when I saw the trailer is that they would collaborate with Jrock, (Hyde or Vamps or L'arc en Ciel =3) since it was all cosplay, making the surreal comic with eccentric outfit alive, with some touch of west style anime.