Tuesday, November 23, 2010

How much bliss is ignorance?

“Ignorance is your new best friend”

Ignorance by Paramore
I usually hate those ignorant bastards that make me want to explain what has happen around the world like

Zzah: ‘Hahaha, Clouseau make fun of the Pope in Pink Panther movie!’

Idiot: ‘Who is the Pope? Why people look up to him?’

As much I could just take a rifle and blown idiot mind...let review something first...

I tried to divide between ignorance idiot and blissful ignorance, so basically those ignorance idiots are asshole people who simply didn’t take notice what happen be it locally and internationally. Whether they don’t care or just really an asshole, no really, all they care is their own wellbeing, who know maybe they are too busy touching themselves or too busy watching other people touching themselves. I mean I thought Internet was invented to send vast information without a limitation of space and time, share information and stuff like that, with the exceptional of some disturbing information, graphic image and viral video of cats doing something. Even Brunei internet still a big joke, newspaper should be the best alternative to gain new information. Get your ass off your couch and read something! Don't be ignorant bastard who doesn't care about other or shut your eyes from today global problem!

That kind of people just really piss me off, I know it is not my place what you should do every day but life only once, why wasted with something that make no muscle movement? What the used of our brain if we couldn’t gain any knowledge?

You never know much a small bit of information could change the way you see thing

On the other hand, there always be two side of a coin. There are few things that best left uninformed. Other than porn, yes that too. I knew someone who is very ignorance about racism, that person is really blissful, he treat every human living the same, be it minorities, tourist, anyone without looking the colour of skin or dialect. You just don't care what other are thinking

Certain thing should leave uninformed, it would be better if I didn’t know anything about Daily Mail blaming My Chemical Romance for the death of Hannah Bond. It hurt me so much that a band that once save my life could be accused of suicide cult. If only I could just shut my eyes and ears to hear any negatively comment about the way I handle my life, what the fuck are you care if I didn’t become Barbie doll?

There is a time where I should be ignoring at something and let it be, celebrities gossip (this one really piss me off because the writer just wrote whatever shit without proper evidences), racism, negative comment about my personalities and the way I handle my life, anything that is not my interest (but some idiots like to brag it on), whatever bitter memory I have with my friends that sometimes cause an awkward moment when I meet them. Although some people wish it could be delete or alt-ctrl-del the ugly memory, I can’t do that even if I’m suffering short-term memory loss, I have good memory when it come to old memories. All I can do is to ignore that shit and I have to move on.

I’m currently ignore people past, I don’t care what people say about them. I don’t know and I don’t care, I only judge people by God’s gift, my two blurred but still functional eyes. Even by that I can’t truly understand them because they are their own king and queen. We never know what the fuck they are thinking without consulting them. I rarely reading some emotional status on Facebook and Tweets, I find them disturbing!

“Don't explain your feelings. They belong to you”
Paulo Coelho

Unless you are seeking professional help then I suggest you should go to psychiatrist. If you want someone to take notice or pay attention of you then you may doing it right. Probably someone out there care and will do everything in the world to comfort. I don't care, I rarely update my status anyway.

“Behind a cold face there is always an insecure heart”
Paulo Coelho

We never know....

Anyway I’m a big fan of @Paulo Coelho, he is a great writer, not like any motivational writers, he know how to explain human mind and that makes me respect him. I usually hate some whatever emotional breakthrough and motivational shit, but Paulo way of writing is very different and unique. I've become his fan since I read his book “Like the Flowing River: Thoughts and Reflections”

Monday, November 15, 2010

Kill before what tomorrow bring to you

If you choose to be in state of comma and living your dream, would you favour it over the fucking shit we are having?

Most of us probably rather be in the happy life without pain, suffer…to be in the world where you could be love and be love.

What I should critise for this one? Are they afraid of being hurt? Hurt by someone you truly trust? Unless we a type of human who consume self inflicted wound then that is a different case. Human try it very hard to avoid pain, sometimes we afraid to move forward because we afraid that it could someone that dearly to you get hurt, we just hate to feel that way aren’t we?

If the decision was to choose to could take a pill and place ourselves in a limbo and to believe the idea that project inside our mind to be real, would you take it, no more pain, no more suffering. Just happy thought, place, no people and even you can hurt you…you are safe in your own dream.

Well I believe in God and have faith in Him that he won’t create a world that completely sucks. He creates this reality, the best that He created for us. I won’t dwell on His attributes or why evil exist (philosopher still looking for answer).

Sure life is really unfair, that pray alone couldn’t change the world and reality. Then our body exists to assist our mind to pursue our will. I believe that whatever happens, it should have reasons, that I just letting my hope that whatever happens are for the well-being harmonious universe. Life sucks, we all know that, but sitting in the corner and cursing the world won’t help to change what damage that has been done. Scream, sing, rant it all up, express whatever bother you..then slap yourself in the face and stop fucking sulking yourself! You cannot turn back and change the ending; you could look back and rebuilt yourself.

You can't go back and make a new beginning. But you can start over & make a new ending” 
(Chico Xavier, Brazilian medium)

Sometimes hopes for humanity become slim but that doesn’t mean we follow the pattern....we are our own king and queen, choices are freedom.

Well I just love the reality, for me only pain can prove that I’m still alive and to be in this horrible place earth, being in the happy place without pain itself kind a creep me out, nothing is perfect not even you, me, fish and chips and your mom!

Yeah, that was why drug was invented

So in the end, my advice is don’t do drug.

Yeah, stop being a pussy and accept that you suck at Photoshop or something and try to over turn that shit!

Like a 16 years old girl who just discover email

Yeah you heard me, 16 years old girl! Before I rant it out what the hell is this post is about, why people always complain about 16 years old girl? In my experience when I was 16 is that this the time where you are about to shape who you are, it is either you follow the plastic path of eating disorder or an overly excessive emotional or stay in the corner of the dark and cursing the world or whatever hell do you want to be.

I live the hardest choice of my life during this age, I admit My Chemical Romance shape my attitude and become your truly. I’m among those fans that really thankful to My Chemical Romance to produce “I’m not Okay (I’m Promise)” because this song really told us to don’t take anyone shit, live by your life, be who you are and don’t be afraid of what people judge you. They maybe don’t read this shit but I want to say Thank you for saving my life.

It was not only My Chemical Romance; I’m also an avid anime/manga freak. I draw comic like nobody business and I did pick up some aspect of Japanese culture and anime-fan culture and to what I learn recently it is called Wapanese. Basically Wapanese is a bunch of assholes people who violated English and Japanese, combining Japanese words into a complete different language to sound cute and have highly unhealthy obsession to become Japanese citizen, at first it was yeah it sound nice but some of them make you want to take a chainsaw and cut them into pieces. My seniors has it, my juniors has it, my friends has it, but on the basis of neutralism; I respect those Wapanese who went to Japan, learn proper language of Japanese and I may consider them as pro-Japanese rather than Wapanese.

Don’t get me wrong and start a campaign against those who hate anime, manga or anything related to Japanese. I mean I still love them and people have the right to hate or like something. You can’t take the person and start -mindfuck- hypnotise them to do against their will! Unless its religion matter but you are not allowed to hypnotise them! Kill Them: A dead Wapanese is a good Wapanese. A lead pipe to the base of the skull is a sure fire way to get them down. Afterwards, a chainsaw can be used to deliver the much deserved mutilation. Mutilation is necessary for preventing them from becoming Wapanese zombies (or at least preventing said zombies from being able to move)

I’m probably the rarest product of anime fans, I love Yaoi, but despise of having the same stereotype, black hair overcome blonde, dominant partner always be bigger, elder, richer, powerful, businessmen, muscular, manlier, influential, taller, sadistic bastard and the bitch is the opposite way…even they tried to exchange the character it is still the same shit. I mean yeah, trap, ladyboy, students screw on teachers, vampire just love his human pet…..I need something new and exciting! I still read some manga tough but not that really liking it. Yes some bastards from Deviantart also hate Yaoi but I don’t give a damn, it is either hate it or leave it

Yeah, start to bitchin’ out is what I will do for the exam, I miss ranting my lungs out at my old blog. Kill Them Again: If at first you don't succeed, try, try again